Friday, February 12, 2016
So I had a crush ...
I got desires...
But I keep them in check...
Reality check ....
Am living a very difficult and hard life
am strange and complicated
am not exactly the material girl's dreams are made of
most of the people in my life are angry / upset/ sad with me
so I don't think I should even think of making anyone suffer any of this by coming close to me
so I finally convince my self to get over her
and I just shut my mouth
and make absolutely no contact
she makes contact