Sunday, December 27, 2009


I made a mistake and it made me really worried and concerned. I cudn't sleep. I kept goin back to check up on it. It gave me nightmares the whole night. Really turnedme off. I felt like a loser and really wanted to quit.

My life is nothing short of a mess right now. I better get my house in order.

I should start what I am suppsoed to be doing soon or I'll be in a lot of trouble.

I just cannot seem to concentrate.

Oh and I am beginning to hate some of the people around me.

Is it them or is it the fact that I continue to get used by them? I cannot really decide.

But it seems that I have been a nice guy for far too long.

It seems to have got me nowhere.

What the hell am I thiniking?

I am not really sure. 

I jsut want to break away and break free of everything . . .

Wednesday, December 23, 2009


So here I am . 

Back after facing the consequences of my decision .

Consequences ? What consequences ?

There were none :)

It has made me happy.

Worked all night yesterday on an assignment and it got postponed.

Feelin kinda lucky :)

Maybe its the codeine in my system but I feel great and estatic . . .

Ah yes that could be it ! The codeine that is making me happy or I dont know. Am just enjoying myself today. 

Thinking ahead I already got a spare presentation made and have just got the idea where to find my next one.

Have a sudden urge to write a long post about not quite anything in particular.

Just write something long and pretty much useless.

Gee , if someone is reading this , you my friend just wasted your time.

Its definitely the codeine ! 

Now I feel like laughing ! 

Oh and will try to add a song to this post .

I thinks its cool :)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


It is done :)

Lets enjoy today.

Tomorrow will bring who knows what?

But let's not ruin today with worry of tomorrow.

Monday, December 21, 2009


Well finally I am going to do something totally crazy and stupid tomorrow.

Something that will go against all that I have been doing.

Lets see if things go my way or . . . 

Monday, December 7, 2009

Enough is enough

How much can you take ?

How long can you hold out ?

How much can u bear?

I am at my limits now.

My hard work goes un-noticed , un-rewarded and un-appreciated!

While those that whine and do half hearted miserable jobs covering their asses with lies , getting all the appreciation and praise.

Who says the key to success is H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K???

They LIE!

Its kissing your boss's behind and lying like the devil !