Sunday, March 27, 2016


At a recent conference of great surgeons of this country which had gathered together HE gave a lecture about teams... and it is then when finally after years of hard-work and depression I finally realized why I could never be the one he likes.

He is looking for Sharks.

Friday, March 11, 2016


I must say

I didn't believe it could have been

But it happened...

... although not exactly what I was thinking

but still its not bad

If someone thinks of me as a "GENTLEMAN" and "PYAREY"

Wednesday, March 9, 2016


For weeks I have acted like a complete idiot.

She's made me act like an idiot.

And I guess I got what I deserved.

I found out she talking to everyone and being frank with everyone.

There is nothing "special" between us.

Am just acting like a middle aged lonely idiot.

Today she completely ignored me.

I guess I deserve all I got. I was acting like an idiot. Why the hell anyone would be interested in me?

Back to the lonely depressed world where I belong...