Wednesday, March 9, 2016
For weeks I have acted like a complete idiot.
She's made me act like an idiot.
And I guess I got what I deserved.
I found out she talking to everyone and being frank with everyone.
There is nothing "special" between us.
Am just acting like a middle aged lonely idiot.
Today she completely ignored me.
I guess I deserve all I got. I was acting like an idiot. Why the hell anyone would be interested in me?
Back to the lonely depressed world where I belong...