Failure to understand

I have become so lonely. . .

With her gone and me fighting my family there is no one to talk to. . .

I don't know why she doesn't understand that I really like her?

I don't know why she is looking for such a perfect girl when I am so full of imperfections?

I don't know if I will ever find someone as understanding and loving as her ?

I don't know why I just didn't keep my mouth shut in the first place and avoid all this heartache?

Am just so lonely. . . and sad. . .