Monday, August 13, 2012
D E N I A L
Even though I pretend to ignore her , I just cannot help by staring at her through the corners of my eyes.
Why does she look sad , why does she like to be lonely ?
Why am I so concerned about her?
When she smiles , though she smiles rarely , she makes my heart filled with joy.
She ain't some angel sent down from heaven. She ain't drop dead gorgeous or drop dead genius.
No reason why I should like her. But I just feel so lonely without her.
How much longer can I deny it?
How much longer can I lie to myself?
But is it wrong? She is my colleague and junior. Am I taking advantage of my position?
Will she able to express herself properly or will she be intimidated by my position?
How long can I deny that I have gotten into one fine mess.
I am afraid to think what would happen if I lose her but in all probability that is how its going to end up!