Life or something like it

This is one of those moments that I will look back on after many years.

I have chosen a difficult path and I sure do hope it is the right one.Despite all the bad things that lie in this path I have chosen it none the less. And I guess it is time to face my fears.

I don't know why I am sometimes disappointed with life?
There is not much that has gone wrong if I stand back and look at it.
From being a nothing to coming all this way and at this age?
I have to realize that sometimes life is hard, but that doesn't mean that one should stop living it.

There will always be people who it would so appear have the easy way , the easy road but not all is as it seems. One should learn to enjoy one's life rather than get depressed because of the "easy road" some other people are getting in life.

One must sometimes give in to destiny to conquer it.

P A R A D O X

Have you ever seen millionaires serving the poor?(unless under a court order)

Wouldn't it seem strange?
Wouldn't the rich guys think nothing much of the poor they are serving ?

That is the paradox that is beginning to plague our health system.

Due to a number of reasons most of the doctors now are way richer than the patients they are supposed to look after.

The falling standard of living , the lack of planning ,  the fact that only the rich can afford to survive on the meagre "handout" given to the doctors as pay/stipend/scholarship and that many private / foreign graduates are now entering to this field all contribute.



It is sometimes worrisome to see this trend.

The masters serving the slaves!
What a paradox!

In pursuit of

I think I have been in pursuit of something.

I have given up a lot , made a lot of sacrifices , suffered a lot over the past many years.

But I am now no longer sure what it is that I am pursuing.

R E A L I T Y C H E C K

Reality.
She is a bitch.
And she bites hard.

It has been a difficult few weeks. I have come to realize that with my source of "peanuts" drying up I will have to earn my own! For which I am hardly adequately ready!

I feel like a mess. I think I don't have the skills to make it anywhere.

Or is is just me , sabotaging myself?

In any case the time is to learn as much as I can as quickly as I can.

I must realize my potential and accept my responsibilities else I am doomed!

Lot more troubled times ahead. . .