i cannot look directly at her
and eye contact is hell
its like it is burning into my soul
she is in no way a physical match for me
yet i love her smile and the way she moves
i love the way she talks
i so want to talk to her but i keep myself away
maybe its my mind playing games with me but i feel that she feels the same way too
the thought that she will be leaving in a week scares me and makes my heart sink
i just want time to freeze
i make so much effort to spend time around her
yet i force myself to stay away
what the hell this is not supposed to happen...
i have already found the one !
how can this be ?
what the hell.....