F I N A L L Y T H E R E ! ! !

Finally after years of hard work am there...

passed my exam !!!

Feel so good ...

H A L F WAY T H E R E

After 6 weeks of studying like hell , I made it.

Today the result of written was announced.

I passed.

Now have to appear for the clinical part in 6 weeks.

Wish me luck.

O B J E C T I O N

 I guess its just my luck.

I always get objections.

Whether in lilfe or any documents I submit.

I hate this.

Any application I send is usually sent back with an objection letter.

Now my exam application is back with an objection.

Oh boy !!!

Last Day

Well there we go.

End of Four years.

Blinked and you missed it.

Hmmm.

Feel kind of sad. Real sad that its over.

KING NO MORE

And just like that I am King no more . . .



Feels kind of sad but at the same time am relieved to get my life back once again

(or so I hope . . . )

Rejected

JUST FOR ME.

It got rejected.

After 3 months they finally sent it back with rejection letter.

Am sending it back tomorrow with corrections.

U n l u c k y

I wonder how many people spend all their lives looking for true love. . .

I wonder how many people spend their times looking for that one person that makes them happy. . .

that one person that completes them.

And I wonder how unlucky I can get to have found her , yet not have her.

Over Her Dead Body

After months of emotionally blackmailing me , she says if I marry her it will be over her dead body.

What am I to do ?

Am beginning to crumble. . .

Have forced myself to deny my love for her. . .

Have told her to shut up . . .

and now am slowly shutting my emotions down . . .

I shall never desire anything again for fear that it will be over her dead body . . .

Shut Up

Today I told her to shut up completely and forget it  . . .

DO I NEED HELP ?

Lonely

All day I pretend to smile and engage with people.

I try to help everyone out.

Feel so lonely.

Am alone and there is no one to talk too.

With her slipping through my hands , I just cannot talk anymore.

I fear I may emotionally collapse in on myself and completely shut down.

I need Help . . .