HEART BROKEN

I don\t know why but it seems whenever there is something that I want God has to take it away from me.

Now I know I may have been a bit stupid that I could get this girl but she seems so interested in me.

Too bad my parents are totally against it.

And my friends too think I could do so much better.

But I like her so much and the thought of letting her go makes me so sad.

However I am not sure if she is even interested in me that way.

SO now I can either break my parent's heart and risk humiliation and ridicule at the hands of the girl and her parents or stay silent and let my heart be crushed into a million tiny pieces.

I am not sure what I am going to do but it sure hurts as hell!

Am drugging myself to keep busy.

Am ignoring her cause when I see her I so wanna be with her and since I cannot the sight of her makes my heart sink.

I cannot believe I too would fall for someone like this!

But alas tragedy strikes just when happiness in grasp . . .