Friday, September 28, 2012
Now I know I may have been a bit stupid that I could get this girl but she seems so interested in me.
Too bad my parents are totally against it.
And my friends too think I could do so much better.
But I like her so much and the thought of letting her go makes me so sad.
However I am not sure if she is even interested in me that way.
SO now I can either break my parent's heart and risk humiliation and ridicule at the hands of the girl and her parents or stay silent and let my heart be crushed into a million tiny pieces.
I am not sure what I am going to do but it sure hurts as hell!
Am drugging myself to keep busy.
Am ignoring her cause when I see her I so wanna be with her and since I cannot the sight of her makes my heart sink.
I cannot believe I too would fall for someone like this!
But alas tragedy strikes just when happiness in grasp . . .