Disgraced yet happy

Due to a decision forced onto me by a certain relative I was completely disgraced today.

Its not the end of the world though.

I don't feel sad. Or angry. Just NUMB!
And I know there are bigger things that can go wrong and this stupid thing will be resolved.
I will have to make a lot of effort to correct the stupid decision!

I think I have begun to mature. And am handling the idiotic things that I end up in now better than before.
On the other hand I just realized how much we like to see other people bite the dust. Everyone seems so excited or is it just my perception ?

Is it that the world is laughing at you when you fall down ? or is it the way things appear when you are down on the floor licking your wounds?

CONSEQUENCE

Its been done.

I have resigned.

Now to face the consequences.

Money

Strange how you learn to value it.
How you suddenly realize how so important it is.
20 years of education and hard work and I still don't make 10 bucks a day!

That is horrible.

I am a miser when it comes to money. I don't like to spend it on anything except : FOOD and EDUCATION.


Lets see how much money I would be making 10 years from now.

As for today on the 4th of Feb of the year  2011 I earn 250$ (US) a month.
 

Does he hate me ?

I don't know why I have had this suspicion for the past few months.

He doesn't like me anymore.

My mentor , my love.

Does he hate me ?

Why does he hate me ?