Why?

Well there is this "colleague" of mine , actually she isn't a colleague anymore rather she used to be.

But that's not the point.

Whenever she meets me she meets me with a smile.

I feel a strange comfort with her.

She remembers me on important events when no one else remembers.

My mind has often drifted to the "obvious" conclusion that anyone would draw from this , however, I have always compelled myself to believe that there must be some other reason for which she has been caring for me.

Now I know that she cares for me. She has been since we met. Even though I have moved away.

The only question is . . . WHY?

Left Alone

I wonder why ?

I dunno why I wonder ?

Am I destined to be left alone?

Loved by the people who meet me ?

Praised by my fellows?

Yet everyone moves away !

Leaving me alone!

Am I destined to be alone?

Am I ?

FATE

F A T E . . . 

 

Its a cruel friend. . . . 

You won't believe the extents to which it will go to change your life.

For better or for worse???

Thats the question!!!

Maybe I am being paranoid.

Maybe fate is not out to get me!

Changing and altering the course of events and people just to get me ?

Maybe it is all JUST in my head?

Or is it?

I sure hope for the best . . . 

Tender Touch ?

Was it the last time I saw you ?

Was it the last time I felt your tender touch ?

Or was it just fate playing its cruel joke?

You never said anything. . . 

I never broke my silence . . . 

and so my dear we must part . . . .

Not knowing what we felt ! or even if we felt the same thing!

I'll miss you ! Surely !

Beautiful Lies

Why is it that our heart aches for things that can never be ?

Why is it that we ignore what we often secretly desire?

When someone lies , and almost figures out our secret desire , why do we wish that the lies were true ?

Oh lies . . . 

. . . such beautiful lies . . .