Reality.
She is a bitch.
And she bites hard.
It has been a difficult few weeks. I have come to realize that with my source of "peanuts" drying up I will have to earn my own! For which I am hardly adequately ready!
I feel like a mess. I think I don't have the skills to make it anywhere.
Or is is just me , sabotaging myself?
In any case the time is to learn as much as I can as quickly as I can.
I must realize my potential and accept my responsibilities else I am doomed!
Lot more troubled times ahead. . .
