Read part 1 here.
Ever since I have considered that I may be given a second shot at glory a string of unfortunate events has happened.
It is not like me to want position or power. But this time it was different. This time I actually looked forward to what benefits this opportunity may present to me.
But sadly a sting of calamities have happened since then which have totally devastated my standing in the eyes of my MENTOR.
I really think I am no longer going to even be considered for this anymore.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Killing of any being , even if he happens to be a mass-murderer, should not be celebrated.
I strongly believe this.
How does it make us any better than the monster we killed if we also take joy in the killing of a living being ?
But sadly I believe we are losing it, losing our humanity. It has been a steady decline. But with death and gore on the idiot box 24/7 it is not long before we evolve into some kind of hideous creature visitors from another planet will have a hard time calling "intelligent life".
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Thursday, October 6, 2011
This sense of confusion. This inability to think straight and concentrate.
This weakness in my body , emptiness in my mind and pain in my soul.
God No! ! !
It is time for another exam.
Its been a while.
Almost 2 years to be exact.
But now with less than 2 weeks to my next exam, I am petrified.
I have a huge phobia of exams. And it leaves me near to death.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Many years ago , when I used to be a little boy I was taught about how we would be punished after death for our sins. How we would burn in hell for all the bad things we do today.
It was not something that was easy for me to accept.
I didn't want to burn in hell.
So I prayed.
Prayed very hard.
That I be punished for all my sins, not after death, but right here on earth.
Instead of hell after death I prayed for hell on earth.
Ever since that day , whenever I do something "BAD" it usually doesn't take more than 24 hours for me to get into some kind of wicked trouble.
Almost seems like my prayers came true.